I hate this week.

I don't know if I've ever felt this combination of physical sickness and emotional sickness at the same time. This week, I filled in for our morning guy. He went to a conference (siggraph) in california, and I'm the vacation filler.

Holy crap. I hate that schedule.

I hate everything about it. It screwed up some side projects I was working on, and really just screwed everything for me.

I feel probably the worst I've felt in an year emotionally, and I really don't know what I can do about it.

I have this anxiety that I can't really describe, but its weighing on me so heavy right now that its not even funny.

I'm sure next week will be better.